current bookshelf

my current bookshelf of books that I am reading looks like this
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quite a stack on my nightstand

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  1. I look at that list and think “he is smart and his brain is still working”. My brain, on the other hand is getting mushier and mushier. It is incredibly frustrating. It is like the neurons are not working right. It is making me want to give up. I can still do laundry and keep my house in order. I struggle with getting the kids to their appropriate scheduled events but that will be over soon as they are growing up. Is this really how my life is supposed to be looking at this point? Is this an undiagnosed illness? It is like I am mentally drowning. I remember how my mind used to work and I still have moments of clarity. I miss you. I will turn off the computer now and go clean a toilet.

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